Road To Self Discovery of Who I am Today


SH💫

Today I am going to share my part of the story in a truly authentic way because I set myself, free from this heavy burden by solely enunciate the truth. 

" Tell the truth to the world!
How you endure yourself to the bad aspects in the past and how you've overcome the shame and guilt of those elements that happened to you has shaped but didn't make you to who you are today ".

I was an emotional child and yearned to be loved, accepted, and greeted just like the rest. I never had that mental, emotional support from my closed ones as I grew up. My family has its own issues to deal with. They were living individually due to the nature of the employment. I was mostly living with Mom and my elder brother during high school days. My brother too left us to the heavenly abode in the year 2004. I got myself employed in the corporate sector after completing academic studies. I was staying in another city away from home for practically 16 years. I have been in relationships that were not serving me well in any way. I fall prey to these toxic people wanting the same loving support, acceptance mentally and emotionally in return. I was unconsciously filling that void in the process hurting myself unknowingly and ruining the Golden years of my productivity, vitality, and growth. 
SH💫

I went through my spiritual awakening in 2018 after the long term relationship ended in a complete shocker of my life. I was in this toxic relationship with a covert narcissistic personality character which I case studied after the relationship broke out abruptly.

A complete course of utter disarray, the darkest phase of my life, I lost the job, my relationship ended. My life was entirely in debris. From that moment onwards, I deliberately picking up pieces of my lost identity. I have awakened to the truth of my life. A hard truth I have to learn as a lesson in this lifetime, which I vehemently and lucidly accepted as Divinely orchestrated. Indeed needed to be enlightened to who I am today. 

I have been working on myself since then, this is my true authentic self who doesn't need approval, validation, and anticipation from others. I am vulnerable to my thoughts, actions, and emotions. This is the road to my self-discovery. I am healing myself to help in healing others in finding their truth so that they can set free self-inflicted limitations, old beliefs, and repeating patterns.

I found my own light in the darkness, it is always within me and not outward. Be that guiding lighthouse to those who are seeking light in their darkness.

SH💫

As Above So Below ........

Much love and light ✴⚛⚓💢






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